love life, live life

2010-03-29T00:36:00.003+08:00

finally. nj is over. the past. im glad.
i feel great now.
kinda sad cuz i said goodbye to my gun:(

i hope everything turns out well. work hard girl.
work hard.

to my lovable darlings..
good luck for nats!

useless me

2009-12-09T04:08:00.002+08:00

i give up.
i need a pillar of support. someone to look up to and follow. someone to tell me wad to do.
but there aint anyone.
everyone hav their own set of problems.
im tired.
really tired.

2009-06-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

i realise wads wrong..
i got no confidence at all.
no confidence in my technique
no confidence in myself

im not aware of my wrist..
sigh. wad the hell are u doin all these while..

wake up sam.
hwaiting

darwin!

2009-05-17T01:15:00.001+08:00

i love DARWIN! i love NYT! i love all those hu went for the trip! esp rifle girls! AHAH! i wana go back!

2008-07-16T02:58:00.002+08:00

season is finally over(:
but it doesnt mean training stops. sigh. not tat i dislike training( actualli i love it) but i tink a rest is needed.
nats was good(: indiv 5th.360. the second time im touch low360. hmm. i tink i knw how to shoot a 360. its all up ther le. just tat during com will be becuz too nervous then one series crash or lousy time managment, etc. considering the fact tat i can onli shoot low 90s still, cuz i always cant go pass tat barrier.. so means every series must hav equal factors. which sometimes is impossible. oohwells. will solve it soon wif more experience.
singapore open just ended yest. sigh. 354. lol.no time!!
dono knw if i want to try for seasa. i tink i want to go. but studies like dont allow and haha. must be chosen first la. but considering tat i always seem to do badly for those selection trials..(1st:352, within tat month i shot safra monthly again.358. 2nd: 354. nationals i shot 360. the last one.. this sunday. shit man)haha. shall c..

lots of work due. need alot of time to catch up.

2008-06-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

handling emotions

"What I'm doing now, " he continued, his eyes still closed, "is detaching myself from the experience."

Detaching yourself?

"Yes, Detaching myself. And this is important--not just for someone like me, who is dying, but for someone like you, who is perfectly healthy. Learn to detach."
He opened his eyes. He exhaled. "You know what the Buddhists say? Don't cling onto things, because everything is impermanent."

But wait, I said. Aren't you always talking about experiencing life? All the good emotion, all the bad ones?

"Yes."

Well, how can you do that if you're detached?

"Ah. You're thinking, Mitch. But detachment doesn't mean you don't let the experience penetrate you. On the contrary, you let it penetrate you fully. That's how you are able to leave it."

I'm lost.

"Take any emotion--love for a woman, or grief for a loved one, or what I'm going through, fear and pain from a deadly illness. If you hold back on the emotions--if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them--you can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You're afraid of the vulnerability that love entails.
"By throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is. You know what love is. You know what grief is. And only then can you say, 'All right. I have experienced that emotion. I recognise that emotion. Now I need to detach from that emotion for a moment' "
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.
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Morrie talked about his most fearful moments, when he felt his chest locked in heaving surges or when he wasn't sure where his next breath would come from. These were horrifying times, he said, and his first emotions were horror, fear, anxiety. But once he recognised the feel of those emotions, their texture, their moisture, the shiver down the back, the quick flash of heat that crosses your brain--then he was able to say, "Okay. This is fear. Step away from it. Step away."

-tuesdays with Morrie, by Mitch Albom

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be true to your emotions, and if they are not desired, just feel them, 'their texture, their moisture'. know how they feel like, and only then you'll be able to step away from it.

just as before or during a competition,
don't be afraid to feel anxious, nervous, scared or even excited
feel them, know how they feel like, how your heart beats, how you start to get breathless...
and only then you step away from these feelings, and truly detach from them.
when you do so, allow your concentration, your focus, your true and original actions to come into your mind.
that's all you need to do, and do it right. nothing else matters.

singhui

2008-06-19T00:02:00.001+08:00

i love every single one of you, really.

i hardly talk about shooting on this blog. oh wells. i dunno.
i guess speaking about it never fails to make me feel a little disappointed with myself as a shooter and as a captain, that's why i don't do it.

but you girls, are nothing short of excellent. each of you has been inspiring and special to me in your own way.

To those shooting for nationals, i have confidence in you. i'm sure that the team will be proud of you regardless of score. And those not selected for the first team, i have always been proud of you. thank you for your efforts and dedication, your hard work is appreciated.

okay, i shall stop blabbering. here you go, the first team for APG 2008

B div:
shooter 1: dilshaad
shooter 2: fiona
shooter 3: yening

A div:
shooter 1: Sing Hui
shooter 2: Xinhang
shooter 3: Samantha
shooter 4: Shujen

my personal messages to people!
yb: how much we've been through together. four years of shooting together. how we always have each other to complain about certain people or policies in the club. haha! there's too much to say when it comes to you. even though you give up on some shoots, you never gave up shooting even when things were really going not so smoothly for you.

sh: i'm really thankful for such a good vice cap. someone who's always willing to help the team and care for us individually. thank you for always thinking of exercises to help us improve in out shooting techniques. thank you for never failing to encourage me in my shooting even! hahaa the concentration training, the one that made out arms die. also, the day when we talked till like 3am just for fun. i would never forget that!

xinyuan: heh, i have this feeling you wont read this. maybe not so for shooting you've inspired me in other ways. like in mugging! how much effort you put in your work. thank you for always encouraging me and for trying to make me study. you'll always be my good study buddy, xin! (:

ailin: ailin, i've known you the longest among the pistol girls. heh, you are always so enthusiastic and so passionate in your interests. i'm sure every single pistol girlie would agree with me that you've got a really great personality. you're so helpful and such a pleasant girl that everybody loves. thank you for running 2.4 with me! for helping me with my 5 stations too. love yaa
P.S. i'll never forget your "my buddy left me for a while" lol.

shujen: hi shujen. i was, still am very touched by the sms you sent me last year after the exco elections. even though you didnt get the post of vice cap, you said that you'll always be there to help the team. i'm sure that you will be a role model and a captain that the team will look up to.

sam: you're so adorable! am really grateful how you offered to mentor xinhang and char, and you want to take the sec ones next year (hope they wont be annoying) you're ever so cheery yet serious when it comes to training.

jolene: jolene! you're not so inspiring, but still a great junior i love! haha. for the haircuts we've had tgt and how much you want to do for the club as an AD. you're a great friend.

charmian: for not giving up, for pursuing your interest in shooting. even though we were initially hesitant about taking you in, i'm really glad that you're part of us now, really.

yening: you've really grown. more sensible now. you're always one who would give your best in whatever you set out to achieve. that's great! i'm sure shujen and you will do well.

jiani: thank you for always offering to transport guns back to school and for buying meals for us during training camp, even if it means having to walk from hostel to school. for giving a good luck message to anyone who has a test/exam. you're encouraging and haha, extremely funny! soy sauce has salt?? toner doesnt tone legs?? so cute la! for always making the effort to come down to train whenever you can. yep.

20c: you've got talent, i'm sure you know it. And the confidence that is required of a good shooter. very serious when it comes to training, which is a good thing. hilarious in your own way (honestly never met someone funny in your "that" way)

dilshaad: your attitude towards competition is good, ya know. you know the right thing to do and you do it right. dillie, it's the last lap for nats. give your best during training!

fiona: your hard work has paid off. you've improved so much over the months! so proud of you. your dedication and seriousness towards shooting can be seen whenever you are at the lane (you stand there for so long la). and it makes me smile.

shirley: hey girl, despite your busy schedule, you never fail to train whenever you can. i see how hard you work, in art, in council, in shooting and i'm glad you are in our team, really. shooting club is not really just about shooting, it is about the people.

ning: havent had as much interaction with you, but hopefully you'll be more attached to the team as time passes. continue to train hard (:

sorry the last few so short, my papa chasing me off the com.
gee. it took me very long to write this.

i suppose this will be my last serious post on this blog and i just wanted to say, i love ya all.

with love,
gen
the unglam APG cap 07-08

2008-02-09T11:16:00.000+08:00

happy new year ppl!
i guess my new year has been the same?visiting and all. as usual, i feel that chinese new year is becoming less busy and热闹。my family has been visiting less? the excitement during chinese new year when i was younger has been on the decrease and some traditions slacken.
when i was younger, all of us had to wear red as a symbol of luck, and everything on us has to be new. as i grew up, these "rules" were.. how should i put it? less obeyed?
i didnt wear all new clothes exactly at least my bra wasnt.( i tink the main reason for this is becuz i was too lazy to shop for any ;p)
i was not red.lol. my cuz too. haha. she even wore black the next day. with a reason of cuz. ( she was wearing a new red bra and undies. and wearing white will make her transparent? lol. not tat she has much to show anw..haha.)
besides wads new. nj always hav a way of torturing ppl. lol. im studying chem over cny.. and makin vdae present..

however, this year there is something that intrigues me and set me thinking
red packets. to all those ppl whom i hav asked abt ur over night wealth, sorry if i hav offender u in any way:)
giving out and receiving have always been a symbol of luck for the chinese.
it is the norm and of cuz hu would refuse more money to spend.
but have u wondered the thought behind this simple practice?
for the giver, how much is the right amount to put in a red packet?
as for the receiver, is it reali a good thing to receive?

the giver.
what defines how much that goes in a red packet?
your wealth? your status? your relationship with the receiver?

the receiver.
from my point of view. as i receive, my parents are giving.
thus at the end of the day i m always tinkin if they are losing money badly..
therefore i would appreciate it if the money tats go into e packet is unified. but at the same time. this will kill the excitement of every children when opening the packet..

2008-02-03T21:19:00.000+08:00

hahah! i tink guys hu just came out of boys sch are so interesting!! hahaah

2008-01-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

my head is abt to burst.. i dont knw wad to do..
someone help..

hate chem. take chem. need chem. life sucks

2008-01-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

i guess its time i go back.

2008-01-17T23:36:00.001+08:00

im screwed

orientation

2008-01-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

ORIENTATION WAS GREAT!!!
LOVE S14!!
thanks u guys! i realli had so much fun around u all!
we must hav OG outing soon!
wanting Happy bdae yea?
i love u loads!
i hope i have given u a wonderful experience!
do knw tat i will always be behind u(:
i love u loads!

s14 rawk!

2007-11-14T01:23:00.001+08:00

thanks guys(:

2007-11-14T01:13:00.000+08:00

(: love today. it have been sometime since i smiled so much in a day. thank you so much u guys.
it reali brighten up my day jus being around u all(:i reali miss al the times we had together. n m glad i still hav u all. thanks van. i miss u alot too(: well, i dont knw wads installed for me 2mw.. but no matter wad i knw i hav u guys(: love u all loads! mj,cheryl,van, kel

2007-10-31T22:18:00.000+08:00

im bored! oh man.. finally finish all my papers..
but now i m gona die of boredom at home..

2007-10-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

oh man.. im like learning everything all over again.. form change gun change.
but i dont expect it to not be tough anw. i died after raising for 20 shots..
heavy man..

i miss prem and his coaching..lol(:

2007-10-14T12:26:00.000+08:00

fragility of life..
witness it twice this week.
God sent many msgs to me this week. got it. received it.
sigh. jus hope that mr eng will get off my back

2007-09-19T21:52:00.001+08:00

im exhausted.

2007-09-19T21:33:00.000+08:00

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.

2007-09-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

when the going gets tough, the tough gets going... i'm tired, but i'm trying...

2007-09-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

HELP.

2007-09-02T23:25:00.000+08:00

YES!! i did it!
woots! haha! i didnt stop and minimal mistakes. onli one. replayed the note. others..like wad jason said. the piano is chewy.. eats up all our notes.lol
he is amusing.haha
n plays well too.gees.
well. im left wif the com and my piano exam wich is on 17th sept.
phew. kinda glad tat it is kawai. since i hav been using kawai piano for at least say..4 yrs?close to 5?(:
hope i can get merit!

2007-08-30T19:30:00.000+08:00

dilemna dilemna...
this time the stakes are higher..
opportunity cost? nyt or vice capt.
rahh.. looks like i have to really make a choice soon..

2007-08-30T19:25:00.000+08:00

If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

2007-08-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

y must u put me thru all this?

its not helpin me at all, mommy.

all the tears that i wept, its only make my longing grow deeper.

u shouldnt have place me there. i cant take it any longer.

i jus want to be the sam that i really am.

u threw me in a bed of roses filled with thorns

2007-08-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

just stay wif me will ya?
memories from the past u kept me going.

2007-08-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

dont act as if u knw me. u all dont.

if someone i left two yrs back came and peaked into my memory,
they wont recognise me.

a different person im, the past the present

i asked myself the reason of change, instead i felt robbed of life.

listen to miss lim, treasure ur moments even if they seem to be only filled with studying.

the price i paid just seem to hard for me to bare.

i turn around and found no one behind.

its jus me and my regret

back on track

2007-08-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

guess im back on track. no matter wad i hav to do well this time. screwed up my last ass damn bad.. subject combi next yr? hmm... B/P CME. i reali want to take chem h2... shit la. i reali scared i cant.. so this time mus try to get A so can plead the teacher..

dilemma, dilemma

2007-05-30T23:48:00.001+08:00

i am becoming veri tempremental again..
this time i dont feel lyk sharing it to anyone..
at least when i looked thru my contacts i cant find a suitable one..
everyone seems happy..n i dont wana be a wet blanket..
then somebody's name hit me..but i realise she wasnt online..
i miss u tons...:( i reali need u here dear..i wana rant wif u again.
i wana lie in ur arms and cry my heart out..i haven heard from u a very long time
it was as if smthng was missing from my life.. u kept me goin.u keep pickin me up.
i miss u and reali need u now.. i tink im gona crumble soon..i love u so.
my bestie..weiwei

2007-05-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

i lost focus again...sigh
somebody pls bring me back

2007-05-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

i was alone.enjoying the peacefulness that surrounds me.
then you came and broke the silence.
you knocked and out of curiousity i opened the door,
apprehensive at first but soon familiarity sweeps in.
you kept me waiting every day, but you never fail to brighten up my day.
soon my guard was down n i let you in.
however, one day when i return, i found my space to be in a mess.
you ransacked my room n left nothing unturned
all was left was just an empty me.

as they days past, i recover from my trauma, n swore that i will never let you in again
but soon you came knocking.
first was a rap, next a knock and then you started pounding.
should i let you in again? you robbed me of my everything for this i cant forgive you.
but it could not stop me from turning you away.
my heart skipped as those familiar footsteps marks your arrival.
you came, gave me everything i hoped for but took them away as you left
should i now let you in again?

2007-05-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

im give up.im sick n tired of doin work.
y cant i jus stay at home..hate school

2007-05-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

ohh!!!i sae ahhemm profile..gosh..hot!hahhahah. beautiful smile!!!lol
i tink i hav seriously gone crazy.lol. under influenced of the senior archery gals..lol
friday might hav a half day!!!woots!! goin out after tat wif the team(((:

my heart pounds n skips multiple beats as i flipped thru the pages..perfect.

2007-05-08T01:10:00.000+08:00

i dug deep in my memories look for u.. but i found none..
y? how could i ever forget u? i jus dont understand
sometimes i look back trying to rmb the times we had together.. but i found none in my memory
i couldnt even find u.. y.. im afraid. i dont want to forget u. aint ther still anything left between us?
i seem to hav lost touch of u.. u hav ran deep into the woods which i could not follow.
ther is no more pining but aint ther still friendship?i jus dont want to forget.

i lost touch of my world, my friends.i dont knw how they are doin lyk i dont knw wad m i doin.
it scares me how education did to us.
to an extent i jus wana run away.
i cant call stop, n the world will stop for me. it continues spinning lyk how everyone progresses.. wif onli me living in the past.
nobody is waiting for me to catch up..everyone now hav seem to stop lookin back to c if ther is anyone left behind.or maybe it is onli me left.

i yearn to go at my own pace.. which can nvr happen..

2007-05-08T01:05:00.001+08:00

m i tinking too much?

2007-05-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

finally... i could blog again..
durin this whole time many things happen.. but most importantly our first AEAAF junior championship which has jus ended.
the planning was taxing.. and when the day is approaching, many problems seem to appear..
throughout, we all felt lyk givin up. but we didnt(:
to tell the truth, im actual missing every bit of it..
through the difficulties ther was still laughter and fun(:
the video at the dinner reali brought a lump in my throat and i knew i will miss it when it is over.
i wished i could relive it once again.but now it could onli be entrenched in my memories.
through this event.our team sure got closer(:and we made alot of new friends(: elijah's fan club(:
most importantly i tink the archers are reali very friendly.we sure got closer as an archery communitee thru this..lots of new crushes(((:lol
but al in all it was reali a good experience. i reali hope we could do it next yr but i guess we just hav to wait for our turn again.hope i could do it within my years in nj.. or maybe next yr we will do something bigger!lol

i love my team(:n i will always stand up for u(:

2007-01-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

gosh.. its been quite sometime since i blog..
busy due to sch work lyk everyone else
lol. my bdae was fun.(: celebrate it wif the juniors n church friends(:
thanks alot.
then sch starts.. n now.. not even one month, my file is getting rather thick..
4 projects due.. dona keep the counter.. c how much the teachers torture us..
;p
can any one understand wad Governence n society is tryin to teach?
i spent most of the time copyin notes but not knwin wad to do wif them..
n gosh! chem.. sucks.i m behind the lessons again..
n i reali dont wana listen in class..hmmm.. not tat i dont want.. jus tat i tendd to fall asleep.
shoots.

oh wells.thers so mani things happening ont he 27th! is it a big day or wad?
archery com..la salle sch commissioning thing.. n appreciation dinner for the scc archery shoot..
shucks.. im caught between the bbq n dinner..
ohwells..let survive this week first..

love my clas blog! we rock man..

last day of sch holidays

2007-01-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

its the last day..
omg..2mw is sch..wad tym do i need to wake up again?
lol.i jus saw mr eng's email..it ended up as a junk!hhahahx

2dae i went out wif pat grace luke n lou(((:
2 bases n 3 toes!
we went to eat kuishibo at suntec(:
we ate tok n sang..lol
sigh pat.. u mind is full of..no comments man..hahah
40cm?eww..i wont want tat in me..HAHA
we went to marina square after lunch..
me grace n pat bought tic for night in the museum n it was hilarious!
me grace n luke played a little arcade while pat n lou played pool!
omg! i jus learned how to play billards n im tellin u..im hooked!
(ps:the range has a new pool table!~!!! wooh~!!)
sigh..u guys shouldnt hav brought me in..hahah
after the movie we 3 went to bishan..
n pat got his haircut! he look good..(alot better than...)haha
most of the time me n grace were giggling to ourselves throughtout his haircut..
lol..cuz at one point of time he look lyk a mushroom!
we broke up after pat had his cut..
reali had lots of fun wif these guys..
reali a big thank you.(:
this holiday wont be a blast without them n halmm..
would miss all of them as o level gona make everyone stop comin n i would hav less chance seein them..
esp grace! n pat..sigh..
lets jus work hard n work to towards the holidays!
n then we can do wadever we want!lyk a game of pool?how abt tat lou?(:
im gona practice n try to trash u pat!hhahah
rmb ur promise to mount faber n spagetti!lol

thanks halmm.(: thanks for all the wonderful time i had wif u all! u guys rock!
i guess this year i wont be joinin for night prac..jus b4 mass n mass..
i guess i wont want to be away for long,..
i sort of look forward to it after a tiring week.(:
cuz this ppl brighten up my day no matter wad(:

school startes on the first day..cant wait to c my classmates..but i sure dread the workload..
not gona think abt it..jus look forward to my bdae n the dance party durin orientation..i reali hope they hav.i pray la..lol

lets jus c wad 2mw brings..
to all those takin their o's thiis year..
good luck!n jia you..
i realise smthng..all the times..its not that i cant get high marks for a paper.its jus tat im too lazy to even study finish..
so this year i m gona
TRY studyin..lol.not sure if it works
:P tata ppl!

2006-12-31T15:38:00.000+08:00

christmas is over..the new year is comin
this too marks the year wher all my conterparts take their o's
as a result grace hav to leave halmm for sometime too..
pat too..sigh..these two arh..pangsei me.

the dance on the 29th was great.(: had lots of fun wif stacie n the rest(:
we went to get our costume in the mornin
desmond as the (is it a ghost?) n pat as the musketeer while im stacie's partner.
ferold?huh?ferret? whatever it is la.jus an eygption king.
i went to stacie hse after tat n i love her mom n her grandma! nice n cute ppl(:

yesterday we ate sushi..not contented..on the 2nd go kushibo! whoo!
happyhappy(:

grace:i will miss u.reali hope to c u in church. will go back stnics to c u too!
marce: happy new year dear(: i miss u! cant wait to c u again!

2006-12-24T16:47:00.000+08:00

today's is christmas eve!!
(:

lets tok abt yesterday..
yesterday marks the 'end' of our caroling season..
if u dont count the few songs we are singing at dnd.
the whole thing was fun. the time i felt we did best was the one at micheal's mom's friend place..
i felt reali good after tat n yesterday our choir sang reali great for mass lar!
i think it was the best man..

on a heavier note..
hu are u to reprimand me? tok abt being the onli adult n in charge for all of us?
being our best in the public? sorry but u didnt do a good job at ___ place..
u watch ur behaviour too man.. ther was lyk so mani Adults watching..
****off.

n -----u suck totali..wad u mean by ___ S--a--er? everyone has the right to make friends wif anybody n u dont even knw the real situation.
tok abt backin off.y not u jus shut ur gap first yea?

marce i jus miss u..(:

davina letter

2006-12-21T14:27:00.000+08:00

i jus found davina's christmas card on my living room table.
read it. quite touched.
it reali made me realise how much i miss my class..
bee ting rach jen dav twins liyana lask..n ther rest.
oh n eug..hahah anh n huy. believe it or not ppl! ther are onli 3 guys in my class out of the 21 n tats a 7 to 1 ration of the number of gals to the guys.
i quote "This year wouldnt have been such a blast without you. I am serious. Without any one of the 06' people. it would not have been as great already..."
i think this applies to wad all of us wana sae to each other(:
thur the year we had disputes n great fun together..
every hiccups n achievement we hav brought us so much closer..
ther is warmth in our classroom n we tried to spead this love to our juniors(: 07ip06
one big family..
i suddenly thought back all i hav been thru this year
i would sae all was worth it(:
njip..archery..06ip06..halmm..pistol
dont knw wad next yr will bring..
but one things for sure..workload gona be much heavier.

anw hu cares! lets enjoy the festive season n carolings..(:
the rest.. dao shi zai suo ba!

2006-12-19T12:59:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i blog..
basically i jus came back from my malaysia holiday which was pretty borin
besides the taiti games we played n the friends i made(:
i bought a adidas shoe a starfish pendent which is identical to grace's! jus tat mine is bigger(:

we carolled for the RCIY christmas party..n the kids are sure noisey!
i had fun! n cant wait for the other engagements!
lol we had prac after carolin n everybody started playin around wif the hats..
shall upload the pictures n videos soon..lol
the screensavers sure made us laugh!

sigh..i jus fallen ill..had a fever when i woke up..this sucks..
whole body achin..lets hope my voice dont change!!

confirmation

2006-12-10T01:49:00.000+08:00

confirmation was great i guess(:
i wasnt nervous or anything jus felt veri peaceful n happy(:
we of us were in white n marce sure look reali pretty(:
guess her wish came true after all(:
im sorta sad tat cath class has ended as this means we would c less of our level frm then on..
but i guess we could hav a few outings here n ther(:

me geri pat n stacey sat at prata hse for a drink n some food for a while.then marce n pat left.
did i mentioned tat pat has a flight at lyk8? has to reach the airport at 6.30 n he can still tell me that he hasnt start packin..wow..lol
but i guess tats patrick for u ..;p
hav a safe flight starfish! dont lose any limbs abroad! from 6 limbs to 5..
esp the smallest one! (get my joke?) LOL

i guess tat ends of my confirmation..thanks to the ppl hu had given me flowers n gifts n cards yea?
i reali love u all loads!!
sunday is our (my first) caroling performance..
have yet to memorise all the lyrics..but i hope it will go well!
lol cant wait!

sentosa

2006-12-10T01:30:00.000+08:00

WOOH!! sentosa was sure fun(:

actualli i wasnt even allowed to be at sentosa but i sorta cheated my parents tat i was goin to escape..
ohwells..lets jus hope they dont c this shall we?

we suppose to meet i dont knw hu on fri at prata hse..
seriously this is the first time i went out not knowin hus goin with most of my close friends not goin
but lucky for me..marce decided to accompany me

i decided to camp outside church waiting for pat WHO was 30 mins late!
anw.the 'crowd' of ppl pat claimed turned out to be onli 5 of us..
me sam pat mao n ben(((:
but i guess we had fun crappin wif each other..
n marce u should be glad u onli came a little later(:
u wont wana knw wad we are discussin(:

we decided to wait for marce at the food centre next to hardourfront interchange n had carrotcake..lol.discussed some obscene stuff..had a good laugh..:P
as marce turned out to take a longer time to get ther.we left first but we end up reachin sentosa at the same time..
believe it or not..5 of us decided to WALK to sentosa..lol
n the 4 guys bullied me!
ben was lyk 50m ahead of us while 4 of us jus lag behind.
but then they decided to take advantage of their LONG legs..n sped of without me!
i had to practically run most of the time but gav up in the end..
lol.but they were nice to wait in the end(:
we saw marce on the bus when we stepped in to sentosa..cant believe it.. we were suppose to reach sentosa much earlier than her but now ther isnt any difference..

we made our way to siloso beach wher we swam n cycled!!lol
the bigger grp came much later.n cyclin was fun!nvr cycled lyk tat b4.had a great time..

me n marce left much earlier than the rest as we had to meet at church at 7.30
BUT i ended up reachin lyk n hr late n marce jus decided to skip her session..lol
in between happened alot of things..but its for me n marce to knw onli(:!!lol
we both laugh until our stomach hurts(:

"u are A n im B!"
"u are michelle..."

omg..im so gona miss that gal..wont be seeing her until next yr..
hope something good will come out of her n resh..(:
jus wana sae i love u loads yea?((:
MSG ME!!!

2006-12-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

hmm..haven been bloggin cant rmb wad happen the past few days too..
2dae..me marce n shaun woke up at 10.30 together...lol
when they were suppose to meet at 11am to come to my hse.
lol.n as usual they cam lyk so late?lol 3 plus?
then my mum came back..scary la..
lol
lucky didnt get scoldin.. my mom believed tat we were studyin la.
im shocked..
lol n shaun! i knw ur blog!!hahhahah
www.v***u**HED**c**t*? lol
we tok n later left for dinner at prata hse..
wanted to wait for uhmhmm..but i guess shaun is jus shy..
lol.arent u?
had carolin.had fun..eventhou not perfect.
had a headache since the cab ride..n it wont leave even after prac.
made me so tired..n the dinner dont seem to be digestin la..
shoots..

i realise wif them we are always late for everything..same lyk the 5 of us..
lol.fours n fives..lol late by nature..hhahah

n i found a new topic me n marce can crap abt!!
bunks!! omg! *** is cute..hahha me n her seem to hav alot of likes(:
shaun is gettin irritated abt our convo n pat is playin cs..lol
better tok abt fri if not he will be angry..
lol
later stil hav to call my younger cuz..
facin relationships heartbreaks..
oh wells.i guess tats for todae!

2006-12-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

sigh jus sorta qurelled wif my mom abt choir stuff again..
ohh well 2dae was abit boring compared to the past few days..lol
shows how much i missed the others..lol(:
2sae is my first tym goin to malay weddin! n it is sure cool! the food is GOOD..
all home cooked..wow..
went for mr yap's(my piano teacher) student concert..this time is onli grade 8 n above playin.
n tat olivia person is sure good..
nothing much 2dae i guess..
2mw got chior prac!! woh!! wonder if can meet pat n marce n shaun 2mw..hmm

marce n pat

2006-12-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

lol..today was..a cheek muscle training day..
blame tat starfish n marce(:
me marce n pat were suppose to meet for lunch at j8 at 11.30
but after piano i had an hr to lag s i decided to pay marce a visit..
in the end our legs didnt wana move so we slack even more..
then we decided to ask pat to come to marce hse since shaun will also be late
but by the time we left marce hse we were PRETTY late n shaun was left waiting for us for 30 min? lol maybe more
anw tats not the point.. those two decided to go crazy n we end up laughin our way to the busstop n trust me they were high on drugs..
unstoppable la!n they made me laugh wif them even more.
met another sam(ng) on the bus n we did wad we are best at.. LAUGH
we practically llaugh the whole journey makin a din in the bus..
met shaun n we hav lyk 15 mins left to eat! wooh..landed up at sake..
pat was crappin the whole time describing the wonderful time we three had on the bed b4 meetin shaun. n marce was sure disgusted? dono la.couldnt c her face.. guess she was tryin to force her food down without laughing them out..lol
so we rushed down..was late.AS USUAL.i nvr knew y leh.. we are always late for smthng...
got a lashing from mom on the cab but lucky she forgotten abt it after the rehersal.
went icekimo dirtied my whole shirt..stupid coffee powder..swear not to eat that flavor again.went to thomson wif marce n shaun while pat went to play lan wif other guys..
crapped n gossipped had fun wif them i guess(:
n smartly i mistook the time for prac as 4.30 instead of 4 so i was 30 mins late..rockin.anwnrushed of after mass for family dinner. Happy bdae auntie!
met stacey outside church..poor gal..she cant tok.but nvrm i knw wad she wana sae(:
n i love u too(: i will pray for u!rahh wonder when can she sing again..missed her quite badly.but of cuz not as badly as someone la.lol
i cant wait for carolling..(: gona prac hard man! n rmb all my parts n nt screw up! lol

2006-12-01T13:20:00.000+08:00

im alone at home laggin until my legs wana leave the hse.
competition is coming..29/12 dont tink i will be readi by then..50m..hmm
training at potong pasir later..2mw training at ij n sunday training at sembarwang..
training 4 times a week..hmm.but i tink its all worth it! gona work hard wana do senior proud!
later got prac(: quite happy. goin out in between wif pat n nicole.wonder hu else..

till then i guess(:

finally

2006-12-01T00:59:00.000+08:00

finally would be the word..
thanks to jun! i got my blog up..

yesterday was a fun n abbs training day(:
firstly i spent 10 bucks jus to rush to sch so tat i m in time for pt.
but i soon realise it was a wasted effort..
went to p.s in the afternoon to meet up wif church friends
(ryan me grace pat shaun elsten n marcella)
one word to describe the day.. hysterical..
i realise we laughed non-stop at the simplest thing
had lots of fun n laughers esp wif grace n pat..
i seem to make grace laugh n grace seem to make patrick laugh..in the end all of us burst out laughin(:
me grace n ryan had the craziest idea while waitin for our dear patrick b4 everyone came
instead of waiting aimlessly we decided to kill time by takin down to serangoon to meet pat
however we went up the wrong exit n missed pat. but we ended up makin him take e train back to wher we were.lol
watched happy feet (which was funny! anyone wana buy me a baby penguine?lol)
n headed to vivo..and we walked n walked n walked
by the time we found each other we were pretty late for choir prac..
n durin prac i seriously didnt knw wad i was singing..i was rushing thru anything lyk the rests seem invicible..n following my own personal timing instead of mare's
ohwells, in short it was screwed la.but enjoyed every bit of it(:
i guess me grace n pat were reali wiped out for the day..our eyes were half closed durin prac we all seem to hav sores all over..lol
but it was all worth it!
lyk i said! next tym we shall sit till our butts hurt! movie marathon anyone? lol

yawns..its late..gona watch silence b4 i sleep! tada!

2006-11-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

hello sam (: